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January 30, 2017

What are your eyes focused on?

I stood before you Jesus, doused in the fragrance of humbleness. Mesmerized in the beauty of you; we held hands which felt like time literally stopped. We stood in silence but our hearts connected; speaking volumes while I combatted the urge to blink. Blinking meant I had to take my eyes off of you. I couldn’t fathom the idea. Out of nowhere some figure stood in front of you; this figure must have meant a lot to me. Why didn’t I move them aside? I looked over their shoulder let out a huge sigh thinking- ” Thank God” the people within this room grew rapidly. I stood in the doorway of my heart. Running endlessly trying to find God. I asked numerous people. No one knew who I was nor did they know who you were. I crumbled– face down! I cried out Lord please save me, where are you? While being kneeled down I looked up and I saw the people within the room messing. I was dressed shabbily; covered with the smell of sin. I walked to him ever so graciously not knowing that I left. I held my hands out for his embrace his movement towards my hands caused me to become whole again. We stood…. Our hearts spoke I asked him ” why did he leave me? He said

I never left you my child I stood here– It was you who left me. You took your eyes off of me! And focused them on the world.

I come here today asking you– Who stands in front of God? Who is in your life that is figuratively planted in front of God. Who are we worshipping if it isn’t God? What are your eyes focused on? Ask yourself who is in my life that distracts me from seeking God. We spend countless amounts of time trying to perfect our lives; instead we must spend that time perfecting our walk so that we may not stumble when faced with difficulties in proverbs 6:21-22

it says bind them on your heart always; tie them around your neck. When you walk; they will lead you. watch over you; and when you awake they will talk to you.

God gives us specific directions on what to do so that our eyes won’t stumble us; and our feet wont fail us. Bind his commandments to your neck to keep you from stumbling and taking your eyes off of Christ.

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  1. Social Media
  2. Relationships| Friendships
  3. Money

Above are the things that I have come to acknowledge that take our eyes off of Christ. We spend hours on social media but, do we spend one hour reading or praying? We spend months and years trying to work out a relationship that should have ended OR a relationship that should have never  an been option but, do we spend that much time being exposed to God? Do we try to mend our relationship with God? Talk to him daily? Hang| Spend time in his presence? I spent weeks contacting my web designer with ideas and designs for the relaunch of my website but, I spent even more time confessing to him that I don’t want to get consumed in chasing after my goals; that I lose sigh of you. I don’t want to go and open doors down trying to reach my earthly goal that I lose my vision of God. Working endless days just to get money but do I sow that money to the church? We must ask ourself daily what are my eyes focused on?



  1. What are my eyes focused on?
  2. Who stands in front of God?
  3. Do I want success more than God?

As Always Love you like crazy! Jesus Is Forever!

Aundra. 🙂

In Blog on
January 23, 2017

You’re Never Alone….

God will never abandon you! He pushes you to confess of your sins and draw closer to him so that he can feed your inner man. The children of Israel  use to murmur and complain how they felt as if God left them He said you think I did all of that just to allow you to die in the wilderness? God will never leave you. You’re never alone if you have God in your life. For he sticks closer than any brother. God will never leave you to fight the battle of life alone,  He will never leave you. He wants you to love him whole-heartedly so that he can pour his spirit unto you, he yearns for your life in a way this simple blog cannot put into words. Trust me. You’re never alone.

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January 23, 2017

Feeling A Little Insecure?

I stand in a puddle of desperation to feel adequate, to have a sense of belonging. Sometimes I feel as if I sojourned into a valley of dry bones. Insecurities peek their heads out to only remind me on how inadequate I am and how I’m not good enough for this prize. I cry out I am more than enough but, my screams were just empty faint cries and I felt worthless and I desired to feel just a little secure just as the next. I look around at people lives, and then I see how my life doesn’t have that same mirror reflection so I crawl back into my volt of insecurity and I tighten the lock of inadequacy and I chin the title of worthless around my neck then, I’m reminded that God doesn’t care about half the things I worry about, when HE created you & I he placed so much worth into the depths of our hearts we just have to allow him to have HIS way in our lives and stop looking at the next person because that’s were a lot of insecurities arise from. Read more

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January 13, 2017

God is calling You… + extra

I lie in my bed gazing at the ceiling in preparation to close my eyes, I heard the voice of someone calling my name I arise to question my father on what he wanted from me he stated that he didn’t call me. I thought to myself that was weird, by the third time of me  running back to the  voice of what I thought was my father calling me, he instructed me to just say ” Yes, Lord”. I obeyed him and the fourth time this voice called me I said ” Yes, Lord”. { 1st Sam. 3:8-11}. I remember the day I actually heard the voice of the Lord I was entangled in sin and while committing this sinful activity I heard the wages of sin is death, I tried to get this soft but loud voice out of  my head  but, the voice of God grew louder and louder to the point where I put my hands over my ears and I wanted him to stop calling me because I wasn’t worthy to be known by name.
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January 11, 2017

Whats In Your Storage?

Empty me out God-I tote around my past like a scar that’s not quite healed yet. I carry the baggage of my yesteryear on my shoulders. I try to shout to the rooftop that my storage is empty but, unbeknownst to me

I abandon my physical storage just to gather everything within me internally. How could I proclaim that my storage was empty but, I’m filled to capacity. All the years of misery and fear and failure was no longer documented on paper but, imprinted on my heart.

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January 2, 2017

New Year Resolutions {Not Striving After The Wind}

As we’re in the very beginning days of this year I did as many people would normally do, write down your new year resolutions. I wrote two pages worth of accomplishments I need to see happening within a three-month span. From being more intentional about spending time with the Lord to trademarking my name. As I was contemplating whats the next bizarre goal I wanted to accomplish I felt a shift in the atmosphere and I heard God say ” When were you going to ask me? You wrote down all these things but, what if those things you wrote down are just things done under the sun and I don’t want you to spend time on those things. I ask you are the things you’re trying to accomplish within this year just things done under the sun for your own vanity? Or are you being lead to do it?

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December 28, 2016

Heart Transplant[ Receiving God’s Heart]

In the still quietness of my room I place my hand over my heart, I mumbled to God that I no longer wanted to rule over my heart & body. I made some pretty bad decisions throughout my life and I didn't know how to care for something so gentle. Something so delicate and pure that unknowingly got filled with hate and lust. I asked for the Lord to take my heart and only allow me to have supervised visits with it because I was about to undergo a heart transplant.
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December 20, 2016

The road to marriage [ Waiting On God]

Initially I wanted to blog about ” Giving God A Chance” but, I felt led to discuss my single life. I always shied away from this subject mainly because I felt behind. When I was younger I thought I would have my whole life figured out by the time I was 25 and once my 25th birthday slowly approached I realized that my life hasn’t turned out the way I intended. I want to talk to the single girls that have been waiting a couple of years as myself. Ever since I was younger I always had the desire for marriage and throughout my life I tried to plug-in random guys into my life to make my dream happen a lot sooner than later. I thought once I accepted Jesus into my life, my soon to be husband would follow. I was very blinded on the process of how damaged I really was.

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December 14, 2016

Do we really want for God to have his way?

We enter into our secret place of worship allowing our soul to cry out “Lord, have your way in my life” use me Jesus. We whisper those faint words in our prayers but, our souls aren’t quite open for the Lord to have his way. See, we hide behind ourselves when he is calling us forward so that he can transform us, we aren’t quite ready to give him complete permission to have his way in our lives so we kindly decline God’s Will. We negotiate with him for an exchange of control over certain areas of our lives but he bring us back to that day when we cried out ” Lord, have your way” wreck my foundation, shape me, mold me to the person you have designed for me to be.
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December 8, 2016

The healing process

From the entryway of the cemetery I am filled with sadness. A rush of emotions hit me as I approached my father’s headstone, I smelled the flowers and released a huge sigh as I lied them down next to his name. I whisper my farewells and drove away. I sobbed hysterically until I reached my destination. I grabbed some facial tissue from my purse to dry my tears as I looked up I saw a reflection of myself, I had this huge void in my heart. I want to say within that moment I recognized that I needed to find some sort of healing but, I didn’t say that to myself. I held on to that pain for 16 long years, a lot of people say time heals all wounds but, why was I hurting so bad after dealing with this for 16 years . I literally felt like my heart was snatched away from me. My father was murdered when I was 3 yrs/old, its honestly been a very hard time finding healing & forgiveness throughout this process in my life but, I found God and that’s when the process truly begun.
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